Dear God,
Thank you for letting me have such wonderful family and friends! :) I started the second semester of my senior year today! It was quite exciting to see my friends whom I have not seen in two weeks and catch up with them. Poor Steph, she was so busy working on her art project last night that she barely got any sleep. I hope she went to bed early today.
Oh, I finished my AIDS project and I really love it! Then, I saw Danae’s work and I was really inspired! Her artwork oozes of emotions and passion! :D
I started Health this semester -____- hahaha in a room full of sophomores! I’m not really excited for that class. Man, I wish I took it in my freshman year O__O hahaha But I hope it’ll be a good experience for me :) I have much to learn hahaha
I was wondering whether I should drop AP Bio and/or AP Spanish this semester, but I don’t think I will. I should make my own decisions and complete everything I started. Like what Grandpa said about 마무리 완전이 처리하는 것 :)
Oh, I think one of the most memorable thing that happened today is that I blanked out on a classmate’s name. We, the AP English class, were at the Book Room to get some books and the librarian suddenly asked if we knew the our classmate(who was in front of us)’s name. For some reason, my mind went blank and my classmate Kendall said a wrong name. His name was Dylan. T___T poor guy, his expression was so sad. I’m horrible with names, I need to fix that.
I frankly told this guy who liked me that I only saw him as a friend and apologized to him for shamelessly leading him on. I learned a lot from such experience though. :) and thank you for letting me NOT be in a relationship right now! It’s way too much work, and I want to end the year strong without any distractions (<cough><cough> I’ve been distracted by manga and facebook >.< uh oh! Especially for the first one :O). I also think it’s too early for me to have a relationship, especially a high school one at that. I don’t want to deal with all of the emotional highs and conditional, transient happiness from it. I would rather spend my time strengthening my relationships with family and friends (which reminds me, I need to cook soon! xP). I’m thankful that I was able to experience so many things the last semester. Senior year has been everything I’ve hoped for and more.
I should definitely go to sleep soon (lately, I’ve been getting my beauty sleep :) My junior self would be soooo jealous! hahaha), but it’s fun to lay out my thoughts and talk to you, God. It’s quite calming and fun to type all of my rambling thoughts and organize them! Oh, I tried messing with the tumblr layout, but I obviously failed and resorted to one of their layouts xP One day, I will learn some of these html codes!
I think it’s pretty amazing that I got really close to some of my acquaintance friends from last year, notably Rattana and Stephanie. Those two are absolutely adorable! hahaha :) Rattana’s the strawberry, Steph’s the potato, and I’m the watermelon! :D Our little nicknames hehehe.
Oh, Natalee and Danae are soooo cute, too! Haha Both are so sweet, gentle, and kind. (Man, I wish I was more like them) hehehe. Natalee’s the one winged angel~ (kkk Danae’s drawing) :)
Today is also my friends Krystianna and Michaela’s birthdays. Lord, I pray that you just guide them, bless them, and fill them with your love. :) Everything unsaid in my heart, you understand, Lord.
I give kudos to my baby bro Peter! He does so much in our house. The most helpful! Once I drive, I vow to take him to a fancy restaurant!
Lord, I ask that you watch over all of my friends and families today. I pray that you especially help Dad and just let your guidance, peace, and blessing overwhelm this household. I pray that you watch over my family and help us through any and every troubled times. Let us all be loving, compassionate, kind, forgiving, and encouraging towards one another. As we start a new day tomorrow, I ask that we will be the light and salt of the world and just influence others with your glory and goodness, brightening their day with your blessing. We ask that we will all be fully rested, diligent, and studious tomorrow. Let us not be ashamed of who we are, but be proud. We pray for your guidance and blessing. Please help me grow my relationship with my family and friends, and especially with you.
Please watch over Auntie Mia who is doing missionary work in the Middle East. Please let her and her team touch the hardened hearts of the nations and I ask that you soften the nations’ hearts. Let them finally come to you.
Watch over Daniel oppa please as he started his second trimester in UCSD. Protect him and guide him as well.
Lord, we know you will provide. Please, we ask for your provision and succor. Help us. If we cannot see your good works or glory, please open up our eyes.
Oh, a verse that was really helpful today was: “He who conceals his hatred has lying lips, and whoever spreads slander is a fool” (Proverbs 10:18). Help me not slander nor judge others as well.
Thank you for everything and let your kingdom reign,
Kitty
